🧿Spiritual Lesson: For Those Who Are Feeling The Pain of Your Person Blocking/Ghosting/Ignoring/Collaborating w/others Against You/Trying To Cause You Pain...

one or any of the above or all of them.

Originally published on Medium.

Please go through the pain. Cry it out, feel the pain. Don’t numb it or try to fuck it with another because that creates more problems if that person you’re fucking has demons or curses on them. Celibacy is divine protection I swear.

Sit with it.

Process it.

Feel it.

Accept it

Forgive it.

Move on.

The first 3 take time so make sure you take all the time you need. You going to need chocolate 🍫 or tea. Alcohol and drugs are short-term relief and make this pain not heal but prolonged it so your choice. I don’t recommend using these, take it from some who was addicted to alcohol and drugs, Yep we all have a past/demons we all need to heal from. I’m so glad and happy I’ve healed this and my hope is that you do too.

Don’t bench too much on Netflix watching romance movies because that makes it worse. Perhaps fighting/ superhero ones but again short time satisfaction and delays the healing process. Your choice though.

Cry it all out, you need alone time for this. If you have a friend you can trust to talk this out do so but honestly not needed. You need to deal with yourself and trust me that’s a lot of work already. Unless you have someone that can take your load with you. Then that’s a good friend and make sure you get them something nice after you go through this if you can’t go through it alone. Therapy also helps if you need to, go check out some therapist profile it will distract you a bit from the pain.. which remember pain it’s mostly in the mind and you're trying to heal something you find out or have figured out or someone told you or your guides have told you… and that person thinks you don’t know... but you do. I’ve done this healing about this alone my whole life I don’t know 🤷🏽‍♀️ how others can heal with other people around but if you need to, then 🙏🏽hopefully you have someone you can trust.

Let the pain consume you whole. Yep, this is why you’ll need chocolate, tea, some incense, some yoga/exercise/going to the park/huge a tree 🌳routine, perhaps do something creative 🎨📷🤷🏽‍♀️ , write/ journal 📓/read books... it’s what I do. And it helps. You will need to feel the broken pieces… don’t try to pick them up all at once. That hurts more.

Acknowledge the pain for healing. When you are in the pit of hell, never stay there. As someone who survived depression and suicidal thoughts, trust me you do not want to stay in hell. Because most of the time those thoughts are not yours and are the enemy trying to keep you stuck and it feeds off your misery. Don’t give it to that asshole! Fight! ✊🏾

Do accept by looking through the broken pieces. Touch 1 per day or per week per month… take your time. 💔 broken hearts take longer to heal and fix but trust me from someone who has to fix theirs many times and many lifetimes… praying 🙏🏽 helped.. meditation 🧘🏽‍♀️ too.

Honestly, Jesus helped me every time to put the pieces together at my own pace and time.. to forgive them once I forgiven myself …

Forgive me for allowing their insecurities, their pain that they don’t want to heal affect me… for allowing them to take my power from me. For the time spent thinking and letting them rent-free in my mind and for letting them reduce my sense of worth by making me feel unworthy of them because that’s exactly how they feel about themselves 🤦🏽‍♀️🙄

In the end, it’s not about them, it has never been. We allow and want what we think we deserve… and I need to heal the parts of me that are unhealed so I stop attracting or being attracted to unhealed, broken, triggered, lack of communication, assuming everything instead of asking men! Don’t love themselves, don’t value or respect women. See women as a means to an end or some type of meat that it can only use. Then tossed aside like they are nothing. Broken men raise by horrible narcissistic abusers or absent mothers. Men that are fake/liars/cheaters and do sneaky shiet behind your back and then block you or ghost you to avoid accountability for what they did to you… thinking you won’t find out or know about it. Especially women who are healers/psychics and have a relationship with God first 🤦🏽‍♀️. He/she would let you hurt us so we get the hint that you are not for us or not ready yet for us…

The blocking/ghosting/ignoring comes from a place of deep hurt within. They do this because looking at you; not focusing on them or trying to get their attention as most of this karmic low vibration throw themselves at them but you are not… you don’t chase them as they are used to women doing just that. You have integrity, some of you might have hinted to them that you are interested and they flunked or rejected you. Period. And you didn’t wait or dwell on them, as some of them thought you would do. You move the heck on with your life, focus back on your goals, not men because you are chasing nobody. You gave the energy they were emitting, perhaps there were some breadcrumbs on their part, and you picked it up only for a bit because we are not in high school and we know better and know our worth by now. However, you didn’t stay in that energy as they thought you would. You took those breadcrumbs and use them, give them to some birds or use them as fuel to keep you motivated about your goals. As most of us want financial independence, and stability and do our own shiet we love and get paid to do it. But these insecure men think we are going to be stuck on them, again, inner childhood wounds they need to heal because you already pass that lesson. 

Instead, you are authentic, you are you! You’re happy, doing your thing, focus on yourself, know your worth, and not leak your energy with other men as they are with women. It makes them uncomfortable. Because hurt people, hurt people. Period.

It pains them and it makes them jealous/envious to watch you be free of guilt and shame as they are .. because as you go to sleep every night with a healthy, forgiving, heal your own wounds in solitude and have a good conscience. They do not… And that’s why they block/ghost/ignore/leave… and choose lower vibrational women because they match their state of lower vibration and they attract those types of karmic people. Not understanding that when they heal, love themselves, know their worth, and stay in a high state of vibration, they are a match to you…

❤️‍🩹 heal the abandonment/rejection/assumptions/confusion wound from childhood. It is been used in witchcraft and the devil knows your weakness. It’s time to become stronger in this right here, so when the enemy tries to strike again, you are ready to rebuke it and slay it. ⚔️It’s okay to fall but get back up.

It’s okay to retreat, for now, it’s better to win a fight now and be prepared and recharge for war tomorrow. Take your time to heal. But divine wants me to warn you were the enemy is trying to attack us to make us weak mind/heart so we fall into depression, have anxieties, especially climate and to have really bad thoughts… our mind is very powerful and the devil and it’s agents spirits knows that. Remember, where there is light and love, there is darkness. And where there is darkness, there is always love and light ✊🏾 always and forever. Keep healing ❤️‍🩹 work on this, you are not alone in this battle k.

Keep in mind, don’t take what your person did/doing/does personally. If you do, heal and focus on yourself. Their battle in their minds is different than yours. Focus on you because what they are trying to make you feel remember they are feeling it more. The pain you feel for most of us empaths/highly sensitive; Yes, it’s heightened because you would never do that to them… but also because you can feel their pain too… detach for your mental health sake. Send them healing and pray for them. If they wanted/needed you they would have asked or talked to you. Stop assuming! YOU CAN NOT HEAL SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T WANTS TO HEAL OR RECOGNIZE THAT THEY NEED TO HEAL. it has to come from themselves, within.

Keep your silent loyalty and let them deal with their own demons just as you did. Don’t enable them. Unfortunately, they will have to learn the hard way that they had already a healer/friend someone that would have helped them if they asked... I guess we also have to learn how our ancestors, angels, and our guides feel when we do things they warn us not to do and we do it anyways. I guess the joke is on us now. No judgment, we are all learning Earth 🌎 school. The deep and raw to continue being the compassionate, kind, truthful, and empathetic warriors we are all meant to be.

Your person has to learn the lesson to lose what they thought was “too good or they aren’t enough for it” “or they’re too beautiful and they gonna cheat on me” or “someone told me some BS about them and I’m going to believe it instead of asking directly 🤦🏽‍♀️🙄” in other words, they already had you attracted to them but they let fears and self-doubt take over… decided to sabotage it, and ruin the connection, the blessing God has put right in front of them.

And yes, what they think that you will move on and find someone better is going to happen because your person is a master manifester and the devil is making them manifest themselves out through their unconscious unhealed wounds of your life and attract a karmic for themselves which will keep them trap to the devil in this lifetime. Meanwhile, God your protector and supporting father will guide you to heal, and direct you to another person that matches your loving, healing, and kind vibration, who will be your protector for you while your person watch… that’s their fate when they don’t heal and let fear used by Satan to keep them bound to him and ruin them. You have to rebuke this spirit in the name of Jesus Christ 🙅🏽‍♀️amen!

That’s why they block/ghost you because they are directing you away from them and hurting themselves because they think you deserve better. And perhaps you do. Others of you it’s their karmic have found them watching you on SM and when your person wasn’t looking as karmics do what they do, took their phone and has blocked you themselves… others of you, your person did it so their karmic don’t find out they are stalking you after they have sex with them🤷🏽‍♀️ because yes, some of these men are sick, they’re having sex with this karmics and thinking they’re having sex with you(which most time they think they are manifesting you but they are not, they are having sex with a demon and creating bad karma for themselves. Also cutting the cord themselves with you cuz karma does not play when people do this shiet. It’s really the worse karma but oh well)

Some already are in a karmic cycle with someone else to make you jealous 🤦🏽‍♀️ because they think you’ve moved on with someone else which you didn’t… you’re very single and still super sexy baby 💋✌🏾they will find out very soon their mistake. That’s the spirit of the assumption that’s got a lot of unhealed men to fall for the trap and others because they can’t keep it in their pants. And the moment they choose a karmic over you. God and the divine are already cutting them from you (which in the end they did you a favor by removing themselves from you) and preparing you to heal if you were/got attached. It’s free will, you can choose to stay and wait, but nobody got time for that so please heal and move on. That’s for some of you. Others of you, very rare and minimal they’re dealing with insecurities, healing, and deep stuff, and perhaps they are stalking/watching you too much because they like you a lot! and are trying to restrict themselves. 👀

It’s a selfish egotistical prideful sacrifice that devil loves men and women do. That’s how it ruins divine connections. Again, it will never win because if you are not with your person this lifetime. God will give you someone that you deserve and that doesn’t block/ignore/ghost/jealous/envious/trying to hurt you unconsciously, perhaps your person has more karmic lessons to learn than you’ve already learned. But You and your person will always find each other in the next lifetime. Love always wins. And you will be with your person, you have many lifetimes before, you fought these very demons. Don’t let them win. You got this. Believe in your love. Don’t give up. Keep the faith.

Some of you are dealing with spiritual warfare and someone sending warfare on them too. There is a ritual been done in the wound for some women, my cramps have been worse and not the usual pain this time. I’m used to it by now and my gift of discernment can easily identify when I’m dealing with spiritual warfare, I notice it also when I’m trying to upload content is much slower than usual, glitches, electronic issues. I heard someone chanting while I was sleeping. I woke up and I pray about it and ask God and he confirm it as he always does it was someone doing rituals on my person, my wound, my finances, my work, and my channel. Rebuke it in the name of Jesus Christ and send it back to sender 100x fold and so it is. Amen.Ase. There is someone very evil out there and honestly, I hope God has mercy over your soul you sicko! 

So back to your person, perhaps they are not as strong as you are spiritually and mentally to endure this type of warfare or rituals which are getting heavier as we are learning to protect ourselves better; so they are finding or hiring other more skilled partitioners to do this. The enemy thinks it’s winning by making them hurt you. Don’t fall for it.

Use it as fuel. Alchemize that pain. I reverse to sender 100x fold and so it is. I rebuke any curse/hex/witchcraft/voodoo against me and my person. Against any divine connections in this lifetime in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen 🙏🏽 Pray for them and for yourself because this fight is not for the weak. I got woken up to pray and hear it clear “forgive them, they are in pain and are believing what the enemy is saying… overthinking consumes them. they have fallen for the trap.” 💔

The first cut is the deepest is one of the songs I recommend hearing when you going through this. God knows this pain is not my first and for some of you, specially chosen you to know this is not your first rodeo… pain and struggles but more importantly honor, integrity, truth, Justice, and self-worth as warriors are in our blood and unfortunately it’s a never-ending battle.. that’s why most of us barely sleep. Because we are also warriors in the spiritual realm. Yes, we are better and wiser as two divine counterparts that’s why the devil fears the most is divine unions. Two are stronger as one 🙏🏽❤️🔥but that’s why you got to give yourself that love you deserve first, treat yourself how you want to be treated. Until your person comes and matches that energy you already embrace. ➕🤏🏾🙅🏽‍♀️➖

Honestly, it’s a gift and a curse at the same time.. we are children of God and we are not meant to yield. Keep fighting ✊🏾 to have the gift of sight/hearing/feeling… is something I’ve learned as a young child to master because feeling other’s people pain and hurt sometimes can be too much… but it’s worse when it’s someone new you’ve started to care for again after I told myself I would never do this again… After many betrayals and just recently almost survived another. 💔 I tried not to take it personally not going to lie, it hurts. But if they are rejecting/ghosting/blocking it must be divine protection too. I have to obey to let go and move on. Healing ❤️‍🩹 as I always do. Hope my healing journey makes sense and doesn’t discourage you to keep your heart open, but your boundaries up! and keep believing in love. Don’t let evil take away your hope and your love. Never. Namaste🧘🏽‍♀️🦋🌻#angieblogjournal #empathalchimist

P.s And don’t think for a second that you won asswipe Satan 🖕🏾I’m recharging and taking my power back and I always fight for those I love and always will, even the ones who have done me wrong, I know who you are. God has shown me your faces. I forgive you too. But fair warning, My guides, and ancestors are not as forgiving as I am. You mess w me and my person's mind and try to bend their free will as you’ve tried with me in the past… you haven’t seen anything yet bitch!

In solidarity and sovereignty with you, today and always.

Stay conscious and real,

Love u, AO 🦋🌻

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