At 11:11 pm 💫🙏🏽✨On 11/11/2021 Did you feel it?
Real talk and no BS. This blog might not resonate with everyone. It’s a spiritual lesson that I’m passing down, in the hopes that others don’t make the same mistakes. #lessonslearned
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It was the change of timelines. #magicisreal Those wishes and manifestations activate our instincts and intuition capabilities 🙏🏽🤍💫 And oh boy was that internal shift felt. #collectivehealing That was really powerful and it could only be felt through going inwards meditation 🧘🏽♀️🕯 or being in high vibes 🙌🏾💃🏾❤️🔥🙏🏽🕉🛐🦋 You can still tune in 😉 especially this full Moon in Taurus + Eclipse! it’s free will baby! 💫
Get ready, spiritual and emotional 🤍🖤☯️🧿 warfare it’s happening already… I had the most fuck up dream of my life ⚔️🕳 definitely could write a book about it and maybe I will 🤷🏽♀️ still, I woke up so tired …
Let me explain: I was just in a world, just like ourselves, here on this 🌎 but very different... morbid and dark…, I felt the slashes of the creatures, on my skin as if it was happening to me. My arms still feel soared which is super weird! In the dream I somehow knew how to fight with 🗡 and guns.. 🤯🥵 this place was all on fire 🔥 too.. it was so hot 🥵 to even breathe! I had to defend myself as these freaking creepy creatures kept coming out of nowhere! Yep 👍🏽 in my dreams these days I’ve been slaying demons and really f up creatures 🥴😮💨 and yes the world was literally FU too, and it felt like whatever happened in this world/realm wtv you wanna call it.. somehow was linked to what we see and experience here in our reality, 3D life except for here the experience is less conscious.. like whatever gets fix and evil it’s been fought on the other side, it will manifest in our reality. It sounds like a movie... but it felt really real... And it turns out, it is on a subconscious level while we sleep.
It has helped me to sleep better these days, with crystals under the pillow, sage my place, pray, write or say things I’m grateful for that day before bed.
This is what the system and its evil minions alongside those who advocate and support their BS are working so hard for you all not to discover and learn. The truth. Because they benefit from us not knowing and also not teaching our already conscious and awaken, full of light and love children properly. Children are the treat to this BS system. We MUST protect them, as they are already born uncorrupted. It is our job to teach them to BREAK THE CYCLE. This is why education is FUcked! Because they are not teaching children the real stuff and teaching them to turn off their light, gifts and belittle them so they turn off their divinity, just like they did with us. Look where we are now…
Slavery and colonialism still exist, it just evolved into white supremacy, capitalist, and oppressive systems. This is why we are really here, to change this shiet once and for all. It is our duty and birthright Earthlings, you are divine and godlings. We’ve been dormant and conditioned plus programmed by the education system. Controlled and manipulated by the “justice” which is a fucking joke and Governments, politicians, and their asswipes billionaires are the real devil here. We should not blame or judge people anymore. We are aware of who our real enemies are and they are lying to us right in our faces. Your intuition is your salvation and freedom. Get to healing and get to know Thyself because it can literally save your life and of others during these times.
As we become awakened and more conscious, so is the crumbling of the illusion. Our sensitivity, talents, gifts, inner peace, and vulnerability become our biggest strength while societies build upon fake and lies sees it as a weakness. Our divinity and our intuition get more heightened as we shed the old, and trust the universe and God to guide us into our purpose here on earth.
Yep, In this dream, I was fighting for my life. My soul and being waking up extremely tired. But I get into my prayers, meditation, yoga or dance, write, paint, anything to get back into a high vibration. Especially, before going out during a pandemic for work and dealing with the external BS daily. These practices have saved my life through multiple awakenings, ego-death/dark night of the soul (still going through it), and Ascension process (it is semi-complete as I’m not in union with my Divine Masculine yet in 3D) in this reality and during sleep as I’m discovering by going through it and accepting without attachments that my ancient soul as an Earth Angel/ lightworker/empath/healer/alchemist is here to bring balance and justice in the spiritual realm and Earth plane alongside our soul family. We are all here with specific missions and gifts to bring forward into this New Earth. All of us play a role in the liberation of our souls, sovereignty, and divinity back. It is up to you to discover it.
I’ve been just so used to it as these dreams, downloads, nightmares, and lack of sleep… it's been happening for 2 weeks now.. some depression is back... Not gonna lie, 🤷🏽♀️ being honest it’s crazy what we are going through here 🌎 but also what happens when you are awakening or already passed this many times, going through ego death/dark night of the soul and feeling ascension symptoms.. and dealing during meditation 🧘🏽♀️ and when finally sleep, in dreams… spiritual attacks 🧿🙏🏽🤔 also knowing very intuitively that some People wish for this to happen. My ancestors and angels are not as forgiving as I am and they are not having it anymore 🧿*May all evil, negativity, dark magic, spell work, or any malignant, low vibes projections and intentions towards me, my family, and my communities be sent back to sender 10x and so it is* 🧿🧿🧿
So apparently those who are chosen are the ones that make it thorough huh? 🤔is that true? If you’re having these nightmares or similar symptoms, 🗡leave this emoji in the comments. You know exactly what’s up and no bs.
Look I have no clue as I’m learning and figuring things out just like everyone else's. All I know it’s that we already live in hell here. This is a war for our souls here and this is the devil’s theatre 🎭 and we are his poppets IF we let them and give consent over our bodies, mind, and spirit 👁. Protect your energy and pray for yourself and others.
Let me explain why:
Sometimes, you might be possessed by demonic entities and won’t even be aware or know that you are. Your ego is trained and programmed to make you betray your own intuition and your own divinity plus the inner truth you already possessed. Therefore, the matrix works really hard to distract you and keep you encourage of addictions to keep you believing you are free. When in reality, we are not.
Pray 🙏🏽 for your soul and your loved ones daily. Pray for those who are lost, asleep, unconscious, additive to 3D matrix 💩 and unhealed. They are easy prey and easy to manipulate and control. Now, maintaining and nurturing discernment and spiritual internal resilience and strength can help you find balance and emotional stability while trying to survive oppressive systems, injustice, climate change impacts, and working to pay bills and feed your families 😮💨(if you’re a parent). If you’re not a parent and leave alone 👀 exactly. You get it if still leave with your parents good for you! Don’t move out until you got savings 💰 okay 👍🏽 be smart with your money and build self-discipline ✊🏾from home so you don’t suffer as much k because the struggle is fucking real...
Dealing with humanity vanity and greed… but the truth.. and I feel it in my core... it’s exactly what is happening in the spiritual realms in the subconscious mind and we are healing ❤️🩹 collectively generational trauma, old limited fears belief systems, and old conditioning… decolonization it’s not for the weak-minded and we do not conform to this Status quo BS.
We are doing this, breaking cycles from within, spiritually and emotionally not only for ourselves but for Gaia 🙏🏽🌎❤️🩹 as we are part of nature and we need to learn how to heal and help our home. The goal is to break the cycle and build a better conscious mindset and abundance for all while we heal our planet and ourselves. This work(lightworker/empath healer/alchemist) takes a lot of energy, extreme inner strength, patience, compassion, vulnerability, and courage. Also known as easily prone to burnouts and feeling too overwhelmed. ⚖️ working on balancing this. Our need to heal and work on systemic change and climate change impacts it’s vital more than ever…
You know when you have outgrown certain places, environments, and people. As humans are constantly evolving and growing. Trying to fit everyone in a fake ass box it’s unsustainable and delusional. Especially, if you are stuck doing things that don’t align with your soul purpose any longer but you suck it up, and eventually, you will get out of it or suffer your whole life being and doing things that make you miserable and unhappy. Therefore, since these emotions are super heavy and the satisfaction of seeing someone else suffers what you are at, it’s much easier to project into others, or bully, gaslight, and make it okay to be toxic and abusive towards others just because you can.
However, we are not taught how to self-heal, balance our emotions, heal our traumas, therefore they run the show in our heads so much that causes mental instability, develops a mental illness, our bodies develop sicknesses and terminal illness or worse suicide.
Therefore I must focus on ways to protect my energy and survive not only through this external BS we are currently trying to survive mentality, emotionally, spiritually, and physically. But now, as a highly spiritual and intuitive person, the struggle is much more difficult. Especially when you can’t talk about it with others because they don’t understand and nobody really cares right? Apathy, unconscious, toxic, and unhealed world sucks!
And I’m going to try, as I do in every lifetime, to leave it better than I left it. I’m aware that in other lifetimes, I was not able or I chose a different path instead of my missions. Therefore, in this lifetime, all my karma from previous lives was paid for by all the fuck up I've been through since childhood and the choices I made to remain good and do good for others, even to those that don’t deserve it. Birth charts don’t lie, go check out yours, especially your moonrise, Pluto, Saturn, and mercury placements, and whoever you are planning to date or marry first. Trust me it will save you a lot of time and energy. And yes I recommend asking on the first date whats their birth chart
Because wao some people are straight born an asshole, manipulative, jealous, and they can’t help it, they are born that way. And there are some who are loyal, kind compassionate, value integrity, and are honest, and yes they are born that way, and they can’t help it which is why they are considered an anomaly or being too sensitive in this fake-ass world we are trying to continue to normalize.
Now, I didn’t want to share this but Angel Metatron and Michael have been helping me heal and are advising me to share (to release my pain and alchemize it into shareable wisdom for the collective) something personal with you. It might resonate with some, especially those awakened, starseeds, empaths, lightworkers, light witches, Shamans, empaths, and psychics. Others might not, so suggesting to skip the paragraphs below. Only read if you feel called to.
Dealing with personal heartbreak as my divine counterpart is going through divine judgment and our soulmate contract is being broken if this person doesn’t align with our mission and what we were meant to be doing here. Yep, it hurts a lot, and yeah our connection is going through a separation which can be felt energetically and emotionally as a highly sensitive empath and lightworker. He is a lightworker and empath too, but weak mind, that’s why the devil tempted him with a trap so he gives up his soul, and doesn’t awaken as we both together are stronger. He is choosing low vibrational and addictive karmic situations without releasing or being aware that toxic shiet from 3D life takes him further and further away from his divine purpose and his life force here on Earth. Again, choosing the devil’s way instead of his divinity. No judgment as we all being there and done that. It’s a choice to do good and be good.
While I was healing and doing most of the work really. He was not, and decided to party and have sex with a lot of women, and other very low vibrational ways normalized by his family and the environment his currently in… It’s ironic really. As I remain celibate since my breakup with a karmic, he was the opposite. Now, has the audacity to project into me that we are now not together because I’m with another person (not really, but definitely reconsidering) and that I’m the one disconnecting.
Again, something he did multiple times, was playing games, lying a lot, deceiving, and creating unnecessary drama without any remorse or empathy. Plus the betrayal of God’s plan that he asked and pray for to be a part of through a divine deal, presented to him, which he rejected for more material gains and “fame” and disregarded plus mistreated his gift by the divine. His dealing now with the consequences of his actions. I remove my energy from this situation and protect my energy as his karmic is not who he thinks she is; the pure devil in a women’s form, I’m glad I don’t know her or know what she looks like.
Unfortunately, she knows who I am, because of one of the deceptions and betrayal that he thinks I don’t know, but I am healing at the moment of this dude was lying to her, his family, other people who haven’t met me yet and they are judging because my work and gifts freak them out. He was spreading lies about me… Which of course, backfires on him now. But this is what repressed feelings, jealousy, and pure insecurities made this dude completely delusional and become an unconscious psychological liar. In the end, he’s only hurting himself through all of this. Because I know my worth and will not be used or be taken for a fool. Now, we are both being judged. It’s like the story in the underworld and the balance heart scale story from Egypt.
“The Heaviness of the Covetous Heart
One maintained a light heart by embracing gratitude for all one had been given in life and turning aside negative thoughts and energies. Ingratitude was considered a gateway sin that drew one down a dark path toward selfishness and sin. Sins were understood as thoughts and actions contrary to the value of ma’at — harmony — which the white feather symbolized, that separated one from others as well as from the gods. The worst of these sins was covetousness because it expressed in gratitude for the gifts one had been given an illicit desire for the gifts of another.
The work known as the Instruction of Ptah-Hotep (also given as The Maxims of Ptah-Hotep, c. 2375–2350 BCE), one of the oldest of the Wisdom Texts of ancient Egypt, expressly warns against covetousness, citing its dangers and consequences:
If you desire your conduct to be good, to set yourself free from all evil, then beware of covetousness which is an incurable disease. It is impossible to be intimate with it; it makes the good friend bitter, it alienates the trusted employee from his master, it makes bad both the father and the mother, together with the mother’s brothers, and it divorces a man’s wife…Do not be covetous regarding division [when food or goods are dispensed between you and others] and do not be exacting with regard to what is due to you. Do not be covetous towards your family. (David, 132)
Covetousness made the soul heavy with sin because it encouraged pettiness, jealousy, self-pity, and, especially, expressed ingratitude. These sins made impressions on the soul which weighed down the soul’s “heart” and made it impossible for one to pass through the Hall of Truth and find paradise. This was a major concern for the ancient Egyptians who understood that their life on earth was only one part of a much longer and grander journey. The Egyptian Afterlife & The Feather of Truth by World of History Encyclopedia.
Basically, who has a pure heart and its light as a feather gets to pass the lessons and get their divinity back. If it is not pure, and you’re trying to be sneaky, try to lie and manipulate and control the outcome to avoid judgment and being exposed… Well, let’s just say karma is small compared to trying to lie to God. You can try, but he knows everything about you. And still loves you and forgives you.
In other words, my DM not really learning the past lives lessons and still repeating the same cycle. Meanwhile, we both do not have karmic life cycles anymore in this lifetime as we agree to break the cycles and help others do the same…
Again, lack of education and growing up with abusive and toxic families normalizing fuck up stuff, and this person has a lot of childhood wounds! Very unhealed, unconscious, and supermassive emotional manipultor. He created the worse betrayal and deception of all and thinks because the 3D life let him get away with all his toxic and sneaky and deceiving ways.
I'm still editing 🤷🏽♀️ e-books plus e-courses but going at my pace. Got my girls home last week 🙏🏽❤️ I’m back in balance when I’m not too overwhelmed or overworking… and focus on what matters in my present 🙏🏽😮💨❤️ which I’m so grateful. I definitely feel like a lucky mom 💕 can’t believe so much homework 🤦🏽♀️ for a 6-year-old in a middle of a pandemic! 🙅🏽♀️ Going to start sleeping with rocks under pillow 😅😬👍🏽Happy #1111 portal! 💫🦋🌻 love this song 🎵
Angels and ancestors want to remind you. You just have to ask for guidance, support, or divine soul protection, anything really. And it is done. 😉
They don’t sleep, they don’t need to. They love you so much and want your liberation and help us bring change 🌎✊🏾 as much as we want to. Our body’s, this flesh needs balance sleep rhythm (which is the hardest to find as there is so much going on in the external.. the distractions and more BS increasingly disappointing 😔 but trying to find optimism, grace, and gratitude 🙏🏽 at the same time) … our souls don’t need sleep. But still, we are here to enjoy this human experience but also conscious and sustainable sacrifices must be made in order for our highest good and for others to survive and restore our souls and our planet restoration and shifting from capitalism to circular economies 🌎✊🏾 To overcome these bs systems, low vibes people and environment and change perceptions together 👁 and build a new earth, as one. Unity is the last key 🔑😉 Remember this. Namaste 🦋✌🏾
In solidarity and sovereignty with you, today and always.
Stay conscious and real,
Love u, AO 🦋🌻
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